My mom dreamt i was going to marry someone because it was convenient- the day after i announced it.  She said she suffered all night but at the last minute I didn't marry him because he just wanted me for my money so he can give to his mexican posse.  Strange huh?  We woke up today and helped the neighbors put up their shutters and they helped us.  It was nice to have normal neighbors.  Our last neighbors were drug lords.  The one's before had a FILF living in it and so it was unhealthy for the whole house to be in such close proximity.  My father suffered the most.  Anywho- so now that everything's been cancelled I have all this time to study! And what do i chose to do? Get online and write on xanga :0p  OK ok i'm going to go study the science of dirt for plant ecology.  Oh OH! and this october we plan to go to halloween horrors nights and also go to san diego for an italian wedding!  Then in november its a car trip up to gainesville to see dane cook- just Adriana and me and the road as our oyster?  I'm trying to get her to go to St. Augustine with me but maybe we'll just stop in orlando- downtown disney was always my favorite place to hang for a day if it's not going to be a park :)  I'm reading "i know this much is true." And when i'm not reading it i'm thinking about it and when i'm not thinking about it i'm reading it and it's just an endless twisted cycle.  Once i finish the book i'll feel so empty inside with nothing to live for like it felt with Harry Potter- book 5. But if i don't finish the book i'll explode. Adri is actually having fun with Ricky's new friends.  I don't know if i'd fit in on a night out to a bar- worse comes to worse i'd get mad drunk and stare at a cutie all night to pass the time :-p Speaking of cuties- why are they all stupid?

~Andrea 

I just went shopping for loads of food and bought all sorts of wines.  I got all this stuff i have to do for school and for phi sigma and for the chem club.  All this catching up and reading and UGH!! I don't want to do any of it.  I'm going to go read my book.

~gone

I watched this movie tonight. 

You do not pass judgement because you sympathize with them.  The only thing you blame is circumstances. I call them dogs and if they're lapping up their own vomit the only way to stop them is with the lash. Dogs can be taught many useful things but not if we forgive them every time they obey their own nature.  You have this preconceived notion that nobody can possibly attain the same high ethical standards as you, so you exonerate them.  You forgive others with excuses that you would never in the world permit for yourself.  You should be merciful when there's time to be merciful.  But you must maintain your own standards.  But does every human being need to be accountable for their actions? Of course they do but you don't even give them that chance.   And that is extremely arrogant.

I shopped till i dropped.  I got some new jeans.  It was really important i attained some because my old ones were falling apart.  Then me and the munchkins ate at The CF.  I watched this cool vampire movie then I got over that and had a dress up fashion show with little miss muffet.  And then a family get together- Kari met HULK HOGAN and asked him if he had bandaids for her cuts.  I should have gone bowling with her!!  I'm really tired now so I'll stop with the writing now :) Buona notte!

~me